Thursday, September 30, 2010

Crazy week but only one more day to go, phew! I am so glad tomorrow is Friday! I just want school to be over so it can be weekend already! Ttyl peace!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Today was pretty good! I thank God so much for helping me this week!! I am so tired today though. Doctors went well yesterday which is good! Im all caught up on homework and stuff now except a math test I am taking tomorrow! No homework once again! YEAH! I am going to go to bed even earlier today. Im crushin on someone.. lol jk I am listening to Selena Gomez's song Crush! :D :D :D

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Its Tuesday... which means Monday is over but its still not Friday lol! Im ready for the weekend already!!! ~:) Im really tired this morning!! I hope there is not as much homework as there was last night! Dancing with the Stars was baddd(: All of the starts but like one can NOT dance lol! Castle was gooooodddd!!!! :D :D :D Okay I gots to go! Ttyl! Xoxoxo

Luv, Lauren

Friday, September 17, 2010

Worst year ever. Mom lost the baby. I am going to kill myself.... not really but I feel like it right now. cya later

Sunday, September 12, 2010

So I know I haven't had the best part in my life recently. So maybe its not even close to being over. Here are some of the less positive things that have been swirling around in my head and have been said to me...

I have been told I am mental. I have been called a liar. I have been yelled at so, very many times. Again and again and I'm sure they will keep coming. But there are some positive things too. I have good and bad in my life. Nobody in the Bible ever said life is going to be easy. God never promised me a safe, perfect, joyful life. I don't know what some of you read between the lines but I have never seen anywhere in the Bible where it states that our life is all about us and our happiness. We are here for one main reason: To honor and worship God! So we need to stop our selfish ways. So here is my good and positive things:

I have made it this far. I have all of the sudden had some of my worst days become at least ten times better after I prayed. Even if it doesn't seem like it now, some good is going to come out of this at some point. At least God has promised me He will be there for me through every single thing in my life. And God has decided He wants another human down here. I am going to have another little brother or sister! I think He had planned this all along. I was going to have to go through this but He was gonna give me something wonderful to look forward to also. I love my God. I love everything about his complex mind and wonderful, perfect spirit. Thank you Daddy, for being there!

So. I guess this doesn't really matter to most of you out there, but this is one of the most important things I have thought about or talked about or typed about, whatever, in the entire 12 years I have been bored. I think you should read the Bible if you haven't, and then compare it with your own life. Think about that.

Luv, Lauren Xoxoxo

Thursday, September 9, 2010

WORST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Today was better... Mom isnt feeling that great though. I have to study... thats all I can say other than I am GREAT at Speed Ball!(:

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Ugh! Had school today... it was okay I guess... but now i am not feeling too good. Just praying to God to help me through the week!! I am about to study for History and then go to bed. My mom is pregnant and has been sick for like the past four days... it makes my heart hurt for her!!! Can't wait till its another weekend and I won't have to stress about anything. Bible Test results are tomorrow and I am hoping I didn't fail!!! Im not excited about school tomorrow but I am just having to deal with it. Please pray for me if you can! I could really use God's help right now.(: Thank you so much! I love you!! Xoxoxo

Luv, Lauren

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Hey! My grandparents are here!!(: Im feelin a little better today! We just had one of my favorite dinners! Fresh greenbeans, rolls, carrots, potatoes, and pot roast! Yum! Gots to go! :D Xoxoxo

Luv, Lauren

Friday, September 3, 2010

Wasn't up to having company tonite. :| I had a horrid day!!! :'( Im ready for bed!! Nite...

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Tomorrow is the big day!! Went to the dentist earlier... :( Im better now... :D!!! Ily yall but i got to go! Peace! Xoxoxo

Luv, Lauren

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I just got back from school!!! I have a tad bit of homework and when Im done I have youth group! Yay! Gots to go! Peace out! Xoxoxo

Luv, Lauren